{"id":1750,"date":"2026-03-04T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-03-04T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mbnovels.com\/?page_id=1750"},"modified":"2026-03-04T13:19:24","modified_gmt":"2026-03-04T19:19:24","slug":"after-all-this-time-it-was-all-in-my-head","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/mbnovels.com\/es\/after-all-this-time-it-was-all-in-my-head\/","title":{"rendered":"After all this time, it was all in my head"},"content":{"rendered":"

After all this time, it was all in my head<\/strong><\/h1>\n\n\n\n

the poetry of unreliability<\/h2>\n\n\n\n
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Rated<\/em> Parental Guidance Advised (PGA)<\/a><\/em><\/h5>\n\n\n\n
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The story you\u2019re about to read never really happened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But you\u2019ll feel it anyway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

These are the poems of a mind in love with its own ghosts. Longing isn\u2019t just for a person, but for the idea of one \u2014 the perfect love crafted, revised, and ultimately unmade by the lonely author behind the scenes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

With coded titles and kaleidoscopic imagery, this collection blurs the line between creation and obsession, asking:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Did you ever love me? Or was I just talking to myself the whole time?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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Content Warnings<\/summary>\n

abstract violence, emotional isolation, obsession, paranoia<\/p>\n<\/details>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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General Information<\/summary>\n

04\/03\/2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

moods<\/strong>: confused, haunted, fragmented, obsessive<\/p>\n\n\n\n

pace<\/strong>: fast<\/p>\n\n\n\n

pages<\/strong>: 58<\/p>\n\n\n\n

words<\/strong>: 8,890<\/p>\n\n\n\n

genres<\/strong>: experimental poetry, stream-of-consciousness<\/p>\n\n\n\n

format<\/strong>: digital<\/p>\n\n\n\n

average time to read<\/strong>: 1 hour<\/p>\n<\/details>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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Poems<\/h4>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n
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het cetpref oen<\/p>\n\n\n\n

oeenardm<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tmosuond<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gasb-yee<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ehs, rhe, atth lrig<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ertfog eenrv<\/p>\n\n\n\n

hte neo loamts<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lisne ewbteen arde het<\/p>\n\n\n\n

rvoenbme<\/p>\n\n\n\n

vgarelisetn nipa<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ohxa<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dntewa ofr a esrgultah<\/p>\n\n\n\n

eth ot hedat conwr<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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ruo ndeltocierk nfreigs<\/p>\n\n\n\n

rmas<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ntstlnyai<\/p>\n\n\n\n

orb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

het ofor orev<\/p>\n\n\n\n

oeevrurt na tglnaasoi ot<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yad neo<\/p>\n\n\n\n

eveal<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yrecsienl<\/p>\n\n\n\n

wyaa wiht rhe<\/p>\n\n\n\n

odlg loof\u2019s<\/p>\n\n\n\n

si ndiyg eatmrproy<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tawh disa eeasr i<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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After all this time, it was all in my head the poetry of unreliability Rated Parental Guidance Advised (PGA) The story you\u2019re about to read never really happened. But you\u2019ll feel it anyway. These are the poems of a mind in love with its own ghosts. Longing isn\u2019t just for a person, but for the […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":134972872,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_wpcom_ai_launchpad_about_page":false,"_wpcom_ai_launchpad_gallery_page":false,"_wpcom_ai_launchpad_contact_page":false,"_wpcom_ai_launchpad_events_page":false,"_wpcom_ai_launchpad_video_page":false,"_wpcom_ai_launchpad_portfolio_piece":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-1750","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/PfZGWd-se","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1841,"url":"https:\/\/mbnovels.com\/es\/the-human-mosaic-poetry\/","url_meta":{"origin":1750,"position":0},"title":"The Human Mosaic: a Poetry Collection","author":"Montse \"M.B\" Benavides","date":"enero 29, 2026","format":false,"excerpt":"The Human Mosaic: a Poetry Collection Visit the graveyard here. 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